tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11193347586376804882024-03-04T20:36:40.669-08:00Sweet TalkHeavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.comBlogger30125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-31194649997719453502010-03-24T14:41:00.000-07:002010-03-24T14:41:08.257-07:00New BlogFYI...I started a new blog. It should be linked to this one. It's titled Heavenly Chaos. I was having problems with this blog and hope that I have resolved those problems with the new blog. :)Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-5177481523885327302010-03-09T16:09:00.000-08:002010-03-09T16:09:41.107-08:00Blog...so I have been having some problems with my blog. For some unknown reason my blog will not accept comments. So I am starting a new blog. I changed the name on this one back to Sweet Talk and the new one will be called Heavenly Chaos...cause that's what it feels like around here most days. I will be so sad when all the noise and chaos that comes with having kids is out of my home! That's another post! :) So anyway...just FYI for my friends who have been wanting to comment for a long time now, hopefully the new one will work! :)Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-57865174026154777022010-02-24T19:34:00.001-08:002010-02-24T19:34:45.984-08:00Testing...........Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-24403936953557400762010-02-18T21:03:00.000-08:002010-02-18T21:13:44.047-08:00Days A Part...It is really emotionally hard for me when my hubby is gone. You would think that I would be used to it by now, but it doesn't ever get any easier. He works A LOT. Like 16 hours a day sometimes more. He owns his own business and has two stores. One here in Bakersfield and one in Fresno. He is a ticket broker, he buys and sells tickets to events world wide. So when there is an event in Fresno he works the Fresno store for the week leading up to the show. I am so grateful for all of his hard work and I would never complain to him or make him feel bad for leaving so that he can make money for our family! That being said...I really dislike it when he is gone. I put on my brave face and pretend that everything is just fine and I make sure that the family runs just as smoothly with him gone as it does when he is here, but after all the kids go to bed I am overwhelmed with sadness and loneliness. I feel it all day long too, but I deal with it when I am alone. I have lots of friends who love when there husbands/boyfriends go out of town. They enjoy their time without them. I don't think that is a bad thing at all...I just don't enjoy it. I have been SO blessed to have found my soul mate. I married my best friend and when he is gone so is a part of me. I will say this though, it definately re-instates just how much I love him and how thankful I am for him!! Thankfully today is the last day of him being gone. He will be home around midnight and my heart can once again be complete and I can rest easy again.Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-47475810374496784512010-02-17T21:22:00.001-08:002010-02-17T21:41:24.136-08:00Emily is 3 months old<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwVzKhTt5QKXW4JkbmJAZ3g_0Vigd6FEQno4ArkOakl5epFFx_ph-sO8rUNEoIf3MGeFQNAca9s_qXOLp01a3VXWXIl9MKTxsVIkrX6xqPymXXs9QL1DoVIjPx9sZSAYewUjo0HSFyWnY/s1600-h/Pictures2010+102.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5439454227492638114" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwVzKhTt5QKXW4JkbmJAZ3g_0Vigd6FEQno4ArkOakl5epFFx_ph-sO8rUNEoIf3MGeFQNAca9s_qXOLp01a3VXWXIl9MKTxsVIkrX6xqPymXXs9QL1DoVIjPx9sZSAYewUjo0HSFyWnY/s320/Pictures2010+102.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>WOW...I cannot believe how fast these last few months have gone. I am terrible at blogging (wish I were better!). I missed the 2 month milestone :( I guess better late than never right? This is where we are:</div><br /><ul><br /><li>You started sleeping through the night at 2 1/2 months in your own bed</li><br /><li>You take a 3 hour nap in the middle of the day along with a few short naps throughout</li><br /><li>You still LOVE your Moby and so does mommy</li><br /><li>Two weeks ago you started rolling from your stomach to your back</li><br /><li>Last week you conquered rolling from your back to your stomach</li><li>You can sit up with some support and you really like your floor time</li><br /><li>A few days ago you began to truly giggle...you know that hearty belly laugh that is SO contagious</li><br /><li>So far you have been to a movie (Chipmunks the Squeakquel) and to your first Globetrotters game. You were amazing at both events</li><br /><li>You are the apple of your Daddy's eye, your mommy's heart and you have both sisters and your big brother wrapped very tightly around your little finger</li><br /><li>You are full of smiles and joy and have tons to say</li><br /><li>You rarely cry and are very content</li><br /><li>You weigh 15 pounds (90th percentile) and are 25 inches long (89th percentile)</li></ul><br /><p>The last few months have been absolutely glorious! You are the best baby and the sunshine in our days. We love you Emily Olivia Grace Kennedy! Thank you Jesus for giving us such a perfect little blessing.</p>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-74537403448290542952010-01-18T23:32:00.000-08:002010-01-18T23:49:28.182-08:00Skyler's 11!!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixZFYWeM7beZSL0IWZQt6kZa_5wjnusSmdLOQZ8xHoXzMAFn26dQhyyK-HZzPNLCcrX4xDn8sEbFTfHSEuGwC5WvrW1qfM_PeupYFelVW0WF7a6h-_by2Jn7vf9LbaokdKp2shsqzawb8/s1600-h/Pictures+045.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5428354838587475010" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixZFYWeM7beZSL0IWZQt6kZa_5wjnusSmdLOQZ8xHoXzMAFn26dQhyyK-HZzPNLCcrX4xDn8sEbFTfHSEuGwC5WvrW1qfM_PeupYFelVW0WF7a6h-_by2Jn7vf9LbaokdKp2shsqzawb8/s320/Pictures+045.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>The day is almost over, but I at least I made it! Happy birthday baby girl! 11 years ago my labor started at 10:30 last night. Your dad and I headed to the hospital around midnight. We were there for a couple of hours while the nurses and I argued about how much time I had left. The RN that was on duty decided to release me against my better judgement. So around 2:30 we headed back home. From the hospital to our apartment it was about a 20 minute drive and by the time we got home and got settled it was after 3:00 in the morning. I continued to have labor pains and after being home for only 30 minutes I woke your dad up and told him we needed to head back to the hospital. He went into the front room to get his shoes and by the time he came back...it was too late. I told him we weren't going to make it to the hospital and he needed to call 911. He thought that I was joking...but it was NO joke. It was about 4:00 now and he was on the phone with the 911 operator and you were well on your way. You made your grand entrance at 4:15. You weren't breathing right away so your dad had to use his finger to clean out your mouth, he was also instructed to find a shoe lace or a string and tie off the umbilical cord. I have never seen a shoe unlaced so quickly in my life. You were crying and breathing and everything was good. At about 4:25 the fire dept. and the paramedics arrived. They were very shocked to see that you had already arrived. It was an experience that I will never forget. You have always had your own way of doing things and you definately made a memorable entrance. You made the front page of the local section in our newspaper, your story was talked about on most of the radio stations and the t.v. show Extra came up from LA to do a story on us and unite us with the 911 operator who coached your dad through everything on the phone. Your birth was special and unique and so are you Skyler Michelle. Mommy loves you!! </div>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-90041665387562072492009-12-13T18:25:00.000-08:002009-12-13T19:58:53.361-08:001 Month Old Today<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgosidR8xnyKiynXMFJ6w3Vqga-Os7d74VtIh4yEc6H1TB_yMs8arhThM818E4k7u4tX8Yd87kfCt08aSzwxcM8XN9tOB1hw0bSGJCjMWjCEw2BUQQlAS_U4Wt4vRUTsuwyEFeVzNmHdhw/s1600-h/IMG_8090.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 213px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414936361025005330" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgosidR8xnyKiynXMFJ6w3Vqga-Os7d74VtIh4yEc6H1TB_yMs8arhThM818E4k7u4tX8Yd87kfCt08aSzwxcM8XN9tOB1hw0bSGJCjMWjCEw2BUQQlAS_U4Wt4vRUTsuwyEFeVzNmHdhw/s320/IMG_8090.JPG" /></a><br /><div>Today Emily is 1 month old. This month has flown by so quickly. We have truly been blessed by your presence! You are such a mellow baby and a snuggle bug!! :)</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Your first month has been pretty easy going:</div><br /><div></div><br /><ul><br /><li>You LOVE to be held, especially by mommy!</li><br /><li>You are just now getting into 0-3 month clothes</li><br /><li>You wake up at 3:00 am to eat...that's it!</li><br /><li>You look SO cute in big bows...although sometimes you try to pull them off your head</li><br /><li>You are holding your head up so much now</li><br /><li>You love your Moby</li></ul><br /><p>You are a very big blessing in our lives and we LOVE you so much!! Happy 1 month bday Emily!</p>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-52067050790404305992009-08-25T17:05:00.000-07:002009-08-25T17:10:06.426-07:00Ryan's first day of 1st grade and Skyler's first day of 5th grade...<div>Today was the day. They all went off to school. Ryan was so excited, he woke up early and couldn't wait to get ready and head off to school. Skyler was a little hesitant, but had a positive attitude. When we picked them up they were both ready and excited to tell us about their day. Ryan had a lot of fun, made some new friends and really likes his teacher. He said that today was kinda hard because at the end of the day he was really hungry. I am so thankful that was the hardest part of his day! Skyler had a great day too...now she is looking forward to going back tomorrow! Praise the Lord!!! We have been blessed.</div><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMA4p1NMqh1ZzfGRN0y92e6YFp1AzBVHqhPIJyN03Emm8lTiNQ0d-wTsBOHngsgvTcvWBuceWNdb9D3e7iytbaFliFETXJifMAyzcQ8BiVBkB5dE9H9rw6gEjIVVU1-4xZ5rjuaga2qBg/s1600-h/Ryan&Blaze1stdayofschool.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5374057726982299970" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMA4p1NMqh1ZzfGRN0y92e6YFp1AzBVHqhPIJyN03Emm8lTiNQ0d-wTsBOHngsgvTcvWBuceWNdb9D3e7iytbaFliFETXJifMAyzcQ8BiVBkB5dE9H9rw6gEjIVVU1-4xZ5rjuaga2qBg/s320/Ryan&Blaze1stdayofschool.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiiGA8dh7i9tps5YYRieBKf-J3PGV4G-68nIO7ixwWFAX8a6TeTScX31EDMGR_yZR8QDzsSFlKoqYPVz-kpnwygSeAnAji2tNTpJRwF7o9bTD_c9i2h2Woe8QHn5ydLKQXjtWPQ-k-EHNw/s1600-h/Pictures+026.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5374057614618155474" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiiGA8dh7i9tps5YYRieBKf-J3PGV4G-68nIO7ixwWFAX8a6TeTScX31EDMGR_yZR8QDzsSFlKoqYPVz-kpnwygSeAnAji2tNTpJRwF7o9bTD_c9i2h2Woe8QHn5ydLKQXjtWPQ-k-EHNw/s320/Pictures+026.jpg" border="0" /></a>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-62975134875478042482009-08-24T12:15:00.001-07:002009-08-24T12:22:21.582-07:00My baby is in the 8th grade...<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRd4aCzJ2RheiWLlj738k7L6qUtLSBPlqc-0ZHl6X1tdAUkKgp09YILhOYBR-DFK2HmWjwXbucbmrfVVxMpO4jU2N2FpanJS7JLlDUmj7x3oTqvHh7juj2COqTiIXV_23ofFZXiOrYYIc/s1600-h/Pictures+021.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373611134134238178" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRd4aCzJ2RheiWLlj738k7L6qUtLSBPlqc-0ZHl6X1tdAUkKgp09YILhOYBR-DFK2HmWjwXbucbmrfVVxMpO4jU2N2FpanJS7JLlDUmj7x3oTqvHh7juj2COqTiIXV_23ofFZXiOrYYIc/s320/Pictures+021.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br />My little girl isn't a little girl anymore...she actually hasn't been for a while, but sometimes I like to live in denial! She looked so cute when she went of to school this morning. She was confident and ready. When we were driving to school I asked her where she wanted me to drop her off and she said "In the back of the school please"...FINE, LOL! So I drove to the back of the school and there was a line of cars dropping kids off...you could definately tell which ones were the parents of 7th graders because they wouldn't leave. They sat there and watched their child walk all the way across campus...some were crying. It's a big day I remember from last year. So my daughter asks me why they aren't moving and I explain it to her. She looks at me and she says "You aren't going to do that right mom?" with a look of worry on her face. I laughed and said "Aahh come on don't you want me to sit here and watch you walk across campus?" She quickly said "NO" So out of the truck she went and I rolled the window down and yelled out the window "Bye honey, mommy loves you!!" and she just laughed at me and rolled her eyes then went off to school. I love my Ziggy she is the best!! I love her personality and her confidence (at times when she shows it) and I mostly love the way she doesn't really mind when I try to embarass her, but rather takes it in stride and knows I love her!!Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-83383135593199949982009-08-24T12:07:00.000-07:002009-08-24T12:15:01.179-07:00Family Fun<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVZerwMK4YmlYdb3OHmFbsMEY7miFsdVuSG9gSRG5-E3um0ArZk5wE3L69BZEsFfJzjC5j9iwRzCV_ZMCo7DcExXpQMWgv0W_1-_pyb3NBcLNAd-D4Zehv1cmVLD_OiWkXa2f4Wse9bGM/s1600-h/Pictures+015.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373610300339407986" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVZerwMK4YmlYdb3OHmFbsMEY7miFsdVuSG9gSRG5-E3um0ArZk5wE3L69BZEsFfJzjC5j9iwRzCV_ZMCo7DcExXpQMWgv0W_1-_pyb3NBcLNAd-D4Zehv1cmVLD_OiWkXa2f4Wse9bGM/s320/Pictures+015.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Yesterday my in-laws came over. We don't get together often enough, but when we do we always have fun. The kids played on the slip n slide and ran around making a mess with all of our toys ( which is what they are for...right?).<br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiI9iDzP2d0PdVVEx9dLPWkbgMfOcf8-e1ZfvvNki3S_bUAlIdZu47ft0WZG71KWDi8lxnMbZ8aDjeEW_D3Wlk5B9HljOCCp3PTne5cz1q0bS580XUJOf2SwjOSlnmftv7B5MQ-jc4FUX4/s1600-h/Pictures+001.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373610068585914754" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiI9iDzP2d0PdVVEx9dLPWkbgMfOcf8-e1ZfvvNki3S_bUAlIdZu47ft0WZG71KWDi8lxnMbZ8aDjeEW_D3Wlk5B9HljOCCp3PTne5cz1q0bS580XUJOf2SwjOSlnmftv7B5MQ-jc4FUX4/s320/Pictures+001.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />My son and my nephew put on their chef hats and made us all desert. They both LOVE to be in the kitchen!<br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitHZUI3fR_5Sjy93v8NWXasnwJd9mkiPGnu4e6LSX4MJrOORn2VBV5m1rwojBlYF3WpNw3NqrOilZC0iA2goFKRXjL1D6dFcbyHFdUa1Z2vohe1Oanbw4vlL8iJAD-Chwp4wTbHuYKJuU/s1600-h/Pictures+012.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373610182842251266" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitHZUI3fR_5Sjy93v8NWXasnwJd9mkiPGnu4e6LSX4MJrOORn2VBV5m1rwojBlYF3WpNw3NqrOilZC0iA2goFKRXjL1D6dFcbyHFdUa1Z2vohe1Oanbw4vlL8iJAD-Chwp4wTbHuYKJuU/s320/Pictures+012.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Pete's grandmother came over along with his sister and her husband and their two kids and my mother-in-law and father-in-law. My mother-in-law did most of the cooking, Pete helped with cooking and did a LOT of the clean up which was really nice because I have been SO uncomfortable lately and yesterday was really bad. All and all it was a nice day and I am so happy to have a good relationship with them. It took some time to develope, but it sure is good now!! :)</div></div></div>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-49393456767002854752009-06-16T22:18:00.000-07:002009-06-16T22:28:40.018-07:00EXHAUSTEDToday was one of the longest and most emotionally painful days I have experienced as a mother. My poor Zayna has a staph infection in her leg. Lord only knows how she got it. The doctors all say it is so common and they see over 500 cases of it a week, but it was a first and hopefully a last for me. They kept telling me that her case is an extremely small one, but there wasn't anything small about it for Zayna. We first went inot urgent care on Sunday and the doctors at the Pedi Center were horrible. No specific instructions and no eye contact...just "Yup it's staph, put hot compresses on it and give her antibiotics." Thank the Lord I have a friend who is a nurse and has experience with staph infections. I called her up and she gave me the laundry list of how to care for it and keep it from spreading. We were on top of it, but when we woke up today it looked worse. The hole was 3 times the size it was on Sunday and it looked NASTY! I swore I could see tissue. So I took her to Memorial Urgent Care this time and the doctors there were WONDERFUL! We walked in and they took one look at it and said "Well you have cared for it very nicely, but unfortunately we are going to have to drain it and pack it." Now my girlfriend (the nurse) had tried to prepare Zayna and I for this possibility, but you can only prepare someone for so much. The doctor thankfully chose not to lance it because if she had it would have left a larger wound which would have increased the healing time. Instead she squeezed on it like a pimple and it hurt Zayna so badly, but it was necessary. The doctor talked her through the entire thing and was so calm and patient. I have to say that I have NEVER in my life seen anything like it before and had that stuff come out of my daughter at home I would have freaked out and called 911. It wasn't tissue that I was seeing it was the staph and there was a lot of it. She pushed on that thing for a good 5 minutes. When she was done she had to pack it with gauze...which was painful, but not nearly as what had just happened. The doctor crammed almost 6 inches of gauze into Zayna's leg. Thankfully we are done with the worst part and now onto the healing. We go back in tomorrow to have the packing removed and the doctor thinks that it should be almost healed by Friday. I am so proud of Zayna...she was such a trooper today. I couldn't imagine having to go through that...it was bad enough having to watch it. She stayed so still and allowed the doctor to do her job even though she was in extreme pain. She is my new hero and I love her so much!!Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-8457865696527280192009-05-20T20:44:00.000-07:002009-05-20T20:48:02.298-07:00Goodbye my dear friendWell it happened. This morning Jeffrey Dale Drake Sr. passed away at 4:55 am. I am so sad...sad for myself, sad for his wife, sad for his children. He will be dearly missed! Please God keep him with you and bring his family peace. He was a good friend, husband and father and his wife is an amazing person who most definately does not deserve this. I will miss you Jeff, but I will remember you always and help you live on in our hearts and our memories forever! I know that I still have Andi, Bren, Bekah and Jr. and that is a gift in itself. May you rest in peace my friend.Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-16147354230432837352009-05-19T14:07:00.000-07:002009-05-19T14:19:24.552-07:00The Lord Giveth and He Taketh Away...This was a verse in a song that we sang at MOPS today and when Raquel spoke on it I lost it. My very dear friend Jeff is dying. That is so hard to say. He has a wife, whom I love dearly too, and 3 children, Bren (18), Bekah (14) and Jeffrey Jr (2). We have been friends for a very long time and I always thought he would be around. He's one of those honery types that you assume will outlive anything and everything. Strongwilled and stubborn. And Andi, his wife, is the most sweet, down to earth, loving and patient person you will ever meet. She is amazing. They have always had a complex relationship that would only work between the two of them. They are good together. Jeff is an alcoholic...has been for many years. His liver has failed him and his kidneys have failed him and now they have him on morphine and adavan until the rest shuts down. As of today they have given him 24-48 hours to live. I can't believe that I am losing my friend, and my friend is losing her husband and their kids are losing their father. It's so hard to accept and rationalize. I went to see him the other day and I don't even know if he realized I was there. Did he know it was me? Does he know I love him? Does he know that I will stand by his wife forever? I hope so. It was so hard seeing him just lying there. In so much pain and so incoherent. He is so young, too young to die! This is so unfair. I wish I had some miracle to work....some key to unlock the healing he would need to survive. I feel so helpless. I don't want to lose my friend. I want him here to sit on my couch while we bbq and watch Nascar or Football or do fireworks for the 4th of July. I will miss his laugh, his smile, his sense of humor and all of his stobborness. I love you Jeffrey Dale...I am so happy that I had you as a friend for the time that I did. I hope that you have found God and I hope that you have reconciled with Him. I hope to see you in heaven one day! May God bring you peace my friend.Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-83858704881883640832009-05-07T07:58:00.000-07:002009-05-07T08:23:56.738-07:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAYNA!!!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxYFaoiTibIPrmqqrcMt5zsexUhO80d4SCKyCRY9GkT7Okp1xauGJJvZAKPa6c7o8E9HxsBMVF-bVLAqMeH99wZDvUkWM9zmGNv9K06lllf13fLCjSE1BGOJocCxheVNicnJjyUXQ9vtI/s1600-h/IMG_6643.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5333103001940210514" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxYFaoiTibIPrmqqrcMt5zsexUhO80d4SCKyCRY9GkT7Okp1xauGJJvZAKPa6c7o8E9HxsBMVF-bVLAqMeH99wZDvUkWM9zmGNv9K06lllf13fLCjSE1BGOJocCxheVNicnJjyUXQ9vtI/s320/IMG_6643.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2DpqTCdrQgCh_hSnjf_S5Eqr1TkYENUkcUfPGBLGTkENNz-YpZA3t5D9UuTa3sJZQS7PkXq9YjYvms1GW0ARY38tqC_fNSBUUKhnrgepr_MZxr4YUNEIird1-IivwDmSX1h1OR8ZOBOk/s1600-h/IMG_6665.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5333102925485086850" style="WIDTH: 213px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2DpqTCdrQgCh_hSnjf_S5Eqr1TkYENUkcUfPGBLGTkENNz-YpZA3t5D9UuTa3sJZQS7PkXq9YjYvms1GW0ARY38tqC_fNSBUUKhnrgepr_MZxr4YUNEIird1-IivwDmSX1h1OR8ZOBOk/s320/IMG_6665.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div>my Zayna is 13 today. 13 years ago I was lying in a hospital bed holding the most beautiful and precious gift. I was only 17 and she was only 4 hours old. She came so quickly...she must have already loved me enough to go easy on me! My life had changed and I had NO idea just how much. She was in the hospital for a couple of days and after she was able to come home she had to go back for a couple more. I thought that this was the worst thing in the world. I felt so helpless and I there was NO way I was leaving her at the hospital alone. She was jondice and had to spend 48 hours under UV lights. Once it was all over and I had her home for good we began to settle in. She was the most wonderful baby. She slept through the night from day 1, she never cried...I had to feed her on a schedule because she was so content. She made everything so easy. Teething was a breeze and if she was ever not feeling well the only way I would know was by checking her temp. She grew to be the most content and well behaved toddler...no a tantrum, not an arguement and she always said please and thank you in the cutest little voice. Zayna has truly been a gift. She has always been a great kid with a great personality and now she is a great teenager!! My first born, my baby. WOW...it is still so hard for me to believe that she is 13. I remember when this day seemed so far away and before I know she is going to be 18 and out of high school. I am so sad as a mommy that my little girl is growing up so fast yet I am so proud of the young woman she is growing into. Last night we had a party for her and I gave her a promise ring along with a letter from the heart. I will never forget the day she was born or any day there after!!</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>Dear Zayna,</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>today is your birthday and I still cannot believe that you are 13 years old. You have grown into an absolutely beautiful teenager!! I know how difficult it can be being a teenage girl. You are venturing into a world of more responsibility, more expectations, more peer pressures and your body and your emotions are changing so fast. The next few years are going to be even more overwhelming, but I know that you can handle them with grace and dignity!! I want you to know that I am always here for you and there isn't a thing that life can bring your way that we cannot face together! I love you with all of my heart. I am giving you this gift that was given to me by Nana and Papa for my 8th grade graduation. Although I am hoping that it will serve a different purpose for you. I would like this gift to serve as your promise to God, to yourself and to me and your dad that you will have enough respect for yourself, your morals and your values and that you will wait for the man that God has set aside just for you. This is a very personal and important decision and if you make the correct one you will be truly rewarded when the time is right. Stay on your path, keep your eyes on your goals and trust and love your family. You will always be my little girl, my baby, but I do understand that you are now a young lady and I respect that. Don't ever forget that nothing will ever change my love for you! You are my heart!! Happy Birthday Baby Girl!!!</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>Love, </div><br /><br /><div>Mom</div></div>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-45235714728441445692009-04-13T07:57:00.001-07:002009-04-13T08:16:05.681-07:00This weekend<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6j6VIPlNpEh4PnE3rFbow-KxrBTcp6pGBMSveaQ5cUSb1HHu9uStRBBfUmX-6p629nvW5SuKk8Fzo1VFvTAYKxE93nqtBEtQlKS7OurpLBvpH3smE2avlnsShbzObzrjrMkYbxQjg2as/s1600-h/Dinos10.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5324195032409411762" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6j6VIPlNpEh4PnE3rFbow-KxrBTcp6pGBMSveaQ5cUSb1HHu9uStRBBfUmX-6p629nvW5SuKk8Fzo1VFvTAYKxE93nqtBEtQlKS7OurpLBvpH3smE2avlnsShbzObzrjrMkYbxQjg2as/s320/Dinos10.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZDZTAgKIbgKaizP_VcTOCeSBxGkV-DBbtFUl9aHYDXy3fX-5tZ6KqhIisxdFtcNOXI4K2JVNinBKgRH3Cu2Rr32uuT38gFS5XRlF4v1Dig7gJfEsP-T4GlRVzQDaI3kS7_gzdSmdlyLc/s1600-h/Dinos5.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5324194919603816450" style="WIDTH: 256px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZDZTAgKIbgKaizP_VcTOCeSBxGkV-DBbtFUl9aHYDXy3fX-5tZ6KqhIisxdFtcNOXI4K2JVNinBKgRH3Cu2Rr32uuT38gFS5XRlF4v1Dig7gJfEsP-T4GlRVzQDaI3kS7_gzdSmdlyLc/s320/Dinos5.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiLao7eqnDYiljzhAp5eTQgr6ksH-EVCHYFCv17FCIBUf4OS6m9beKvplhGWxbn1yHQ1kO-Wb2gQoKd8UePHxWU7eD1B0rfMWEVN0_RvHeBE6T99ZecUaLUXpfgBOyTX1sQh_W3QSBRgio/s1600-h/Dinos1.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5324194830959217362" style="WIDTH: 256px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiLao7eqnDYiljzhAp5eTQgr6ksH-EVCHYFCv17FCIBUf4OS6m9beKvplhGWxbn1yHQ1kO-Wb2gQoKd8UePHxWU7eD1B0rfMWEVN0_RvHeBE6T99ZecUaLUXpfgBOyTX1sQh_W3QSBRgio/s320/Dinos1.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div>was a lot of fun!! Saturday Pete and I took the kids to see Walking with Dinosaurs. It was SO cool!! We studied them the week before so it was our field trip at the end of our lesson. They were very life like!! My in-laws were able to attend with us which is always nice. We love sharing our experiences with them...they are a lot of fun to have around!! Then on Sunday the family came over to our house for Easter. It was gorgeous outside and it was nice having the fam around! The day seemed to fly by and and the evening was nice and quiet. My morning sickness seems to be easing up a little bit which is nice. I still don't feel well, but it's better than what it was!! :) Well...I guess that's it for now.</div></div></div>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-66101055205135128232009-04-10T12:33:00.001-07:002009-04-10T12:37:49.991-07:00FRUSTRATEDjust need to vent a little bit. I think that it is really sad when people irresponsably plan their lives and expect the other people around them to pick up the pieces!! SERIOUSLY? I know a lot of capable moms out their who juggle SO many different things while taking care of their children. And some who can't seem to wipe their own asses let alone function in life with their kids around. I think that it is sad that other people are manipulated and guilted into assisting these people!! Some things are just unexceptable and I am sick and tired of them interfering with my life. I wish that people would just grow up and put their big girl panties on and handle their crap! Plan responsibly, be considerate and stop making people feel like they have no other option, but to help you take care of your family because it's too hard or because you "can't do it"!!Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-32150426426713492872009-03-17T15:27:00.000-07:002009-03-17T15:28:40.873-07:00Pure ExhaustionI am so tired with this pregnancy. I am thankful that it's my only complaint, but it sure is hard getting anything done. I don't have the energy to even get out of bed in the morning. I will be thankful when the tiredness passes and I have some energy!Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-86722465637240212402009-03-13T07:52:00.000-07:002009-03-13T07:57:36.524-07:00Blessings from GodI believe that children are truly a blessing from God. I admire those who He has chosen to have children as their ministry. I have prayed for a long time for God to bless us with another child. Although it wasn't really Him who was making the decisions....we didn't feel financially ready to add on to our family. Well...after lots of prayer and 4 years of desiring the expansion of our family and finally putting it in God's hands it is finally happening. I am PREGNANT!!! I love the way that sounds. I was brushing my teeth this morning and started gagging and I couldn't help but laugh and smile. My boobs hurt, I am <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">nauseous</span> throughout the day and I am exhausted and it's all <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">ok</span> with me. I know it's still early, but I am just so thrilled to be pregnant that all of the symptoms are considered blessings. YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!!Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-1642786679522753882009-03-08T08:25:00.001-07:002009-03-08T08:30:32.344-07:00March Meets<div>Yesterday we went out to Fomoso Raceway for the March Meets. This is the first year that I have EVER been. We had so much fun. It was a great family day and we are definately going back next year. Just thought I would share some of the pics. :)<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMAfeJ9n6E3f2z5EJsB5LDXD3X8GaK7-DSkJO8RAeJXgNpW00UPUs9GAX6KYBxmzci4lqfrb-iO50EuOkEbBmn6u20khDlFKXsYgTB-Chf3n1GiKh_7VpVTmnuQKGZu4A7FgU5ScRoX1M/s1600-h/IMG_6400.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310839350558514178" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMAfeJ9n6E3f2z5EJsB5LDXD3X8GaK7-DSkJO8RAeJXgNpW00UPUs9GAX6KYBxmzci4lqfrb-iO50EuOkEbBmn6u20khDlFKXsYgTB-Chf3n1GiKh_7VpVTmnuQKGZu4A7FgU5ScRoX1M/s320/IMG_6400.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4t6F_LGScgBeqyUiMucJ4zcRh4Kph7StwulXwQicZ_9zc0dfoIakf3Zs9HbLmk0CPgtiRT6idWhtnKxNW3JbcdZtFJTOAACZ6XUb_OvEKWFxXmf1E-UStkBPmTEEX2aF67Hb9QOryXHs/s1600-h/IMG_6409.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310839044551067586" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4t6F_LGScgBeqyUiMucJ4zcRh4Kph7StwulXwQicZ_9zc0dfoIakf3Zs9HbLmk0CPgtiRT6idWhtnKxNW3JbcdZtFJTOAACZ6XUb_OvEKWFxXmf1E-UStkBPmTEEX2aF67Hb9QOryXHs/s320/IMG_6409.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJYOMzXydNgMNHus4IXnZSSrFb2J2CWUXHYw3iULz0UQYD6NnXQ1_YX21d83oOB3mTpQDog_Pdi6iYa7IlIgyA5H-GD8GtINYO_XIPHN2i0AODwboxO4aWpLB7zxGqWdATmQMak4XxhME/s1600-h/IMG_6418.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310839163251237362" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJYOMzXydNgMNHus4IXnZSSrFb2J2CWUXHYw3iULz0UQYD6NnXQ1_YX21d83oOB3mTpQDog_Pdi6iYa7IlIgyA5H-GD8GtINYO_XIPHN2i0AODwboxO4aWpLB7zxGqWdATmQMak4XxhME/s320/IMG_6418.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /></div></div></div>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-24079576097845316542009-03-03T19:37:00.000-08:002009-03-03T19:47:23.989-08:00Camera DownloadsNow that I can download my camera to the computer again I thought I would post some of the things that I have been making.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMwTuNZm7KlaqZPRtUWRKP_BvFiQutq4FGF5lNPHqfTZLMmvwunRoEyxiFFkgX5X2dOUU0cQv8FNk5Px2bsBXzNMHjLuEatI0ofxuAKNclq9kwJqQ8pXUTi-wjB8eQWwViXNwlLC-oBFM/s1600-h/IMG_6341.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309173722123639122" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMwTuNZm7KlaqZPRtUWRKP_BvFiQutq4FGF5lNPHqfTZLMmvwunRoEyxiFFkgX5X2dOUU0cQv8FNk5Px2bsBXzNMHjLuEatI0ofxuAKNclq9kwJqQ8pXUTi-wjB8eQWwViXNwlLC-oBFM/s320/IMG_6341.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJ38lRPgtIzuuAYzmdzlE6R1uxHouXgwTOb99rM4kpu0cowd-awpDBF1mSDEOJmBmX_mUIb8V38TEiiY1BXHTsMxF1MdAOI9Df8bapR9W7lO-8T5yQmtYG_OnTUROxn7Yhq56CkjvImxk/s1600-h/IMG_6340.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309173564659783602" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJ38lRPgtIzuuAYzmdzlE6R1uxHouXgwTOb99rM4kpu0cowd-awpDBF1mSDEOJmBmX_mUIb8V38TEiiY1BXHTsMxF1MdAOI9Df8bapR9W7lO-8T5yQmtYG_OnTUROxn7Yhq56CkjvImxk/s320/IMG_6340.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYxxPXMLCu3NtY0HBgRwLPf2wtMvS1vnIaTCvsS2zVXTKIcaqXuHgy7HnFKABBpiGtTz_htaoAP_oXMFGObwqtU1BSI99-zOGVdJcLrV8hIJlcSS4D2bSHnX3U4UzX5oJ8wPPV2SCZxvg/s1600-h/IMG_6336.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309173402420599026" style="WIDTH: 214px; 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CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh16SBYpvpjjjqKdb2JhYFbCsRI2ru0lHmFc8ZWFVJ-g0udguZnqOyakXK3GT1LH-3SaHQdUzvuBYTQ2vDVulbzgf2hVc_U_UzlERxNdwP4lVaBbKqwQeqIZcKQ-pNqk5nT8cRs2SVL7xA/s320/IMG_6331.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4Tuesh7EOiMgDjq_5Pu8KF0a9DHtTy4H0DFX6zE-3VbLcWAZPqSPLIQAEk1Prh4bNHpzQwh7HJuK5G1dDLON132UewJJIfmfsAIqZTKhK6e82xJOwt0zupOooKkRefG1PycsKzOTOv0I/s1600-h/IMG_6342.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309172590703385298" style="WIDTH: 214px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4Tuesh7EOiMgDjq_5Pu8KF0a9DHtTy4H0DFX6zE-3VbLcWAZPqSPLIQAEk1Prh4bNHpzQwh7HJuK5G1dDLON132UewJJIfmfsAIqZTKhK6e82xJOwt0zupOooKkRefG1PycsKzOTOv0I/s320/IMG_6342.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div></div></div></div></div></div></div>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-80730632239864744622009-03-03T19:18:00.000-08:002009-03-03T19:37:19.933-08:00Pismo Beach<div>Ok....so I used to always dream of growing up at the beach and surfing and laying out in the sun all day and then life happened and reality set in. Here we are...years later and I just about have my dream. My parents retired to Pismo 1 1/2 yrs ago and now they manage some apartments 1 block off of the beach. When we visit we stay in one of the empty apartments and we stay as long as we want. My parents had to go out of town for a pool tournament and asked us to apartment/dog sit for them. Hmmm....let me think about it...YES! Are you kidding me? Who in their right mind would turn that down? So for the last 5 days we had been over at the beach...it was perfect weather and the kids actually went boogie boarding and were playing outside in their swimsuits. Go figure. We walked along the beach just before sunset and we came across some really neat caves and rocks. My kids turned into rock climbers...I couldn't keep them off!! My father-in-law did what he does best...torment the kids (in a loving way). He got Skyler pretty good. We found this cave and I lured Skyler and Ryan into it and Pops jumped out and scared the snot out of them. It was HILARIOUS!!!! Skyler's reaction was priceless...as I knew it would be hence the reasont he camera was ready to catch the look on her face!! I love my kiddos...they are the best!!</div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIC_Oo8N2Dl1yrdCTknYNA5aymPJ47sgouBbodgZb-tGkhdEqE9oILyaB7bVAo7f8R74EMTzZAbceM1FYRg3407A0BJsB02N6FvLeoipV4hVpdOU2O8AxQuILIlr-jmxfV4gTFCeo0Roo/s1600-h/IMG_6326.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309169246903117682" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIC_Oo8N2Dl1yrdCTknYNA5aymPJ47sgouBbodgZb-tGkhdEqE9oILyaB7bVAo7f8R74EMTzZAbceM1FYRg3407A0BJsB02N6FvLeoipV4hVpdOU2O8AxQuILIlr-jmxfV4gTFCeo0Roo/s320/IMG_6326.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKYngWtaImdifuzymeTzY2PFV4tX33Humjewl3Uq5XHZmNbersbQx1fj_Oyfp3uDtuV0lJjrjbeGtwEyQSxGPc08HQUYt_1W7AZxz2wwQZpsWL8RheCOPpVub3hUujHemW33R46YEHNyA/s1600-h/IMG_6300.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309169098954661746" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKYngWtaImdifuzymeTzY2PFV4tX33Humjewl3Uq5XHZmNbersbQx1fj_Oyfp3uDtuV0lJjrjbeGtwEyQSxGPc08HQUYt_1W7AZxz2wwQZpsWL8RheCOPpVub3hUujHemW33R46YEHNyA/s320/IMG_6300.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiaS2bmXlJ8SgWD0PA0eDU7CHxfl5DRhC3Dsz6DVftpPBmpscO7va2Q_U7nUgT0Jj-tLTlTdW9N2eNVLyWxq166-xJKYPOmYsBKarI7ohqbfiRun4bELKrY2aqpk6SbHddVPvmlAFd64q0/s1600-h/IMG_6280.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309168933232154658" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiaS2bmXlJ8SgWD0PA0eDU7CHxfl5DRhC3Dsz6DVftpPBmpscO7va2Q_U7nUgT0Jj-tLTlTdW9N2eNVLyWxq166-xJKYPOmYsBKarI7ohqbfiRun4bELKrY2aqpk6SbHddVPvmlAFd64q0/s320/IMG_6280.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQigTgc32WdATJM24S3MLOzo6TAll7iqhpAMJPiQULkDWyQrob7UnJ-HXoD-pIwvg2LV8qg0TVBo8Ysz-BAedmTsd3eXZWrMSMY4ctKFoPlGqTttxNoyNW80flua8U2a2O0DbSGqhls68/s1600-h/IMG_6268.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309168738928443890" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQigTgc32WdATJM24S3MLOzo6TAll7iqhpAMJPiQULkDWyQrob7UnJ-HXoD-pIwvg2LV8qg0TVBo8Ysz-BAedmTsd3eXZWrMSMY4ctKFoPlGqTttxNoyNW80flua8U2a2O0DbSGqhls68/s320/IMG_6268.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMAvTB18q4-AHJ85TM1b7SgHsKm6X789GD2X2sqp8W0Fp9rNjHJYO9TbqpynmkA4FAhkn9s-aFhj6XveLpN7setMPKT7dPaqMjXsBaQXLxsaDDZl6GxkJjV-uImV2pXQqKKlSdw7koGeA/s1600-h/IMG_6262.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309168543172054018" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMAvTB18q4-AHJ85TM1b7SgHsKm6X789GD2X2sqp8W0Fp9rNjHJYO9TbqpynmkA4FAhkn9s-aFhj6XveLpN7setMPKT7dPaqMjXsBaQXLxsaDDZl6GxkJjV-uImV2pXQqKKlSdw7koGeA/s320/IMG_6262.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjt-fxxzWNT_ogE4QANgwxA_S8zZe7fFq_T8G8u_1e1S9jAsDLNF7BfZjk_0ILHC7T1NP03xkRAMvlxODNG_RBkc6cbNu3HQHfXmPNrL-Fmxf08PWtVQQUUiGy7egHTvIKstf82OLfVHwQ/s1600-h/IMG_6213.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309168360764838818" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjt-fxxzWNT_ogE4QANgwxA_S8zZe7fFq_T8G8u_1e1S9jAsDLNF7BfZjk_0ILHC7T1NP03xkRAMvlxODNG_RBkc6cbNu3HQHfXmPNrL-Fmxf08PWtVQQUUiGy7egHTvIKstf82OLfVHwQ/s320/IMG_6213.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /></div></div></div></div>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-78750480771130872732009-02-18T19:01:00.000-08:002009-02-18T19:29:16.159-08:00Play DatesToday was a very nice day. Rossie and her gang came over as well as my sister-in-law with my nephew and niece. My house was buzzing with kids and messes and I couldn't have been happier! I think that today was a symbol of the sad end to play dates with our very dearest of friends Rossie, Gabby, Abraham, Ezra, Tinker Bell and Sophie and perhaps a new beginning to more play dates and another friendship with my sister-in-law. We had a rough start to our relationship...not ideal circumstances. I never thought that there would be a day when we would call each other friends. Over the last 6 years we have grown and we have had an opportunity to get to know each other. Today I found a new friend in my sister-in-law. As I spend more time with her I get to know her better and in that time I realize that she is another woman like me. She is a mom of 2 adorable children, but nonetheless a SAHM of 2 little ones and as we all know that can be trying at times, she is a woman who needs a friend to talk to, a woman who deserves time to herself once or twice a decade, a woman who loves her children and respects her husband, I guess plain and simply a MOM... just like me. We all have our glorious moments and our not so glorious moments...we are moms and that in itself is a sisterhood. I am happy to call her my friend. I love my niece and nephew with all of my heart and I LOVE being an Auntie!!! God works in mysterious ways, but He ALWAYS has His ways!!! I am looking forward to what the future will bring...it will only get better from here! So thank you to Rossie, Gabby, Abraham, Ezra, Tinker Bell (Isabelle), Sophie, Jill, Andrew and Samantha for sharing such a wonderful day with me!! I love you all and I am going to dearly miss you Rossie (this is a whole other post)!!!Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-9018524241557488952009-02-14T20:03:00.001-08:002009-02-14T20:23:07.673-08:00Valentines DayI am so very blessed. I stand in amazement almost every day as I look at my family and everything else around me that God has blessed me with. There was a day when I never thought that I would be in this place. It is only by the grace of God...<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTzlEpLIT4woMjhi4_7hzwPXUHQHFnGcKikEKbPkf6ro01IMk3ECAzFhtde-nibXURPOi0q2jVf7lk0EWdkk2ECXgLrm0fXdQR86nlmFeauSOS4t7AIBh8GhE30thWpYQm-FK-DafazKY/s1600-h/P7100250.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302874447459113906" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTzlEpLIT4woMjhi4_7hzwPXUHQHFnGcKikEKbPkf6ro01IMk3ECAzFhtde-nibXURPOi0q2jVf7lk0EWdkk2ECXgLrm0fXdQR86nlmFeauSOS4t7AIBh8GhE30thWpYQm-FK-DafazKY/s320/P7100250.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjK5iOiLR_4u2UZroJu9oLLOAY1maPVYaVHFSyhMsB64MMXDlrd3t5Ej2jIGmMzT5wMZ6otfffyBmgdUHyY1FQLk6oACbngrhHohuuKZCJybK0y7RvuWj0B5wSAxXssIaFIxgCoCYfbwXo/s1600-h/P7100240.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302874281391906594" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjK5iOiLR_4u2UZroJu9oLLOAY1maPVYaVHFSyhMsB64MMXDlrd3t5Ej2jIGmMzT5wMZ6otfffyBmgdUHyY1FQLk6oACbngrhHohuuKZCJybK0y7RvuWj0B5wSAxXssIaFIxgCoCYfbwXo/s320/P7100240.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhD0YPLy718ohcpb4G9hmc_NdJlIqFVLLWqfCMomsOhLHA_Lpw4E9aBc2gNshwiVrQdkt8YBF_gfeyFFke4Uo3IEZ3Lh3K1DtuOfHnW1CE-T2YY4ivaYyNnJWqW8AuelURFmCOQb5neuFc/s1600-h/P7100243.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302874140218268866" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhD0YPLy718ohcpb4G9hmc_NdJlIqFVLLWqfCMomsOhLHA_Lpw4E9aBc2gNshwiVrQdkt8YBF_gfeyFFke4Uo3IEZ3Lh3K1DtuOfHnW1CE-T2YY4ivaYyNnJWqW8AuelURFmCOQb5neuFc/s320/P7100243.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFycDhsu9SMwPsTtQPg3lxtGTdo_YODvO3bc4aFS-1LV1uHOf-0zrqisJ3HOwPOGxfvCTPYddrxyCLDU8i0XFZWRlu2tKnP3MN7xWvxnRgHba8VGfvoc_tjyDzbTKf8Pc2rr5d6U1z_YU/s1600-h/P7100244.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302874029758400802" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFycDhsu9SMwPsTtQPg3lxtGTdo_YODvO3bc4aFS-1LV1uHOf-0zrqisJ3HOwPOGxfvCTPYddrxyCLDU8i0XFZWRlu2tKnP3MN7xWvxnRgHba8VGfvoc_tjyDzbTKf8Pc2rr5d6U1z_YU/s320/P7100244.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPWDukHb3X4crzOOxDYrfB-9O8SPlHP30moWIvJwTTdfG23Q7aLN7yFYWB7U448RaVeNukCp8YtABtpPY-PrUSHnLdCUBDMMaEoZ9syVf_fQF5C0brGX4pFInPhi2ZBx4R4Yon1n8nhaQ/s1600-h/P7100238.JPG"></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div>So last night Pete and I celebrated Valentines Day. It wasn't anything fancy, a home cooked meal, a movie on tv and a quiet house. It was very nice hanging out just the two of us. We have been needing this time together lately...our hectic lives have been wearing on us both. So after our wonderful night alone we picked the kids up this afternoon and took them to lunch at the Roadhouse Grill, YUM!! Then we all went bowling, which was a BLASt!! Ryan actually bowled 2 strikes....the bumpers helped his overall score, but had nothing to do with the strikes. He amazes me everyday...they all amaze me everyday. I am thankful for days like these, the memories that they create, the things that they remind us of, and the closeness that they bring within the family. I couldn't have asked for a better day! To my husband and my kids...I love you guys more than I will ever be able to put into words...everyday you guys make me want to be at my best!</div></div><span style="font-size:0;"></span></div></div>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-37426471060065136182009-02-06T10:57:00.000-08:002009-02-06T11:02:44.771-08:00MORE.....Ok, so I am pretty sure that my husband thinks that I got sucked into the sewing machine. I barely poke my head over the top of it anymore. I am having so much fun making dresses and skirts and baby sets and headbands and everything else. I finally got some more pics downloaded to my computer so I just had to post them.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4y041TJzM2CYRua56ot39U8IB3iXMApeRoWsNAN6SUrtbY1Pqid4mwCdq9xFvI1u1xUlVafQWtkDOs9DzvFZn2qa255F7qvCjy9jxMpIFT17fCJCTzbBkqsRUD6fUhDtMSDIo_rKXrow/s1600-h/hairbow.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5299761577149398066" style="WIDTH: 256px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4y041TJzM2CYRua56ot39U8IB3iXMApeRoWsNAN6SUrtbY1Pqid4mwCdq9xFvI1u1xUlVafQWtkDOs9DzvFZn2qa255F7qvCjy9jxMpIFT17fCJCTzbBkqsRUD6fUhDtMSDIo_rKXrow/s320/hairbow.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwgyvLywjCgXZ7IgKTDzHlOjbtGrELask17WcVF6EmCtLAa1AfFyHCC-x6Wao5i6O2sE6panMKlDz-kEWAtwVH4cqy044KvACpg8Y4kIgluZScPOb_SRNh1XiPz2mHTqlGAM5yb-v4ykk/s1600-h/dress3.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5299761508257236322" style="WIDTH: 256px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwgyvLywjCgXZ7IgKTDzHlOjbtGrELask17WcVF6EmCtLAa1AfFyHCC-x6Wao5i6O2sE6panMKlDz-kEWAtwVH4cqy044KvACpg8Y4kIgluZScPOb_SRNh1XiPz2mHTqlGAM5yb-v4ykk/s320/dress3.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5xEYDDGnXdoxdx3SRpxaaP0gH9kKNifbNmWaKJlf1ZdtCRbayDMthNib5QzExg5FFsF8RJnEPBwxUEojMoHFooAEHvCvo2R9JNz7mBWJNugEf2N0lPVsESos5NAhuuTxNxrdhD8QJ3Zc/s1600-h/hat1.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5299761439996853586" style="WIDTH: 256px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5xEYDDGnXdoxdx3SRpxaaP0gH9kKNifbNmWaKJlf1ZdtCRbayDMthNib5QzExg5FFsF8RJnEPBwxUEojMoHFooAEHvCvo2R9JNz7mBWJNugEf2N0lPVsESos5NAhuuTxNxrdhD8QJ3Zc/s320/hat1.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqYkLuxFvXeiRRFA5YmwIEdrFzrfllXVwWmuN9a50UnwS4P_JJcdcgsXG8pKbZdhQWEFOLGBV88VG2DImdWxj7HpNqNyzDLhsqcUsLf2vuuJrTRHtn3LNemrGDeTd129Fp2brsggsV3Qw/s1600-h/dress2.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5299761366045855090" style="WIDTH: 256px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqYkLuxFvXeiRRFA5YmwIEdrFzrfllXVwWmuN9a50UnwS4P_JJcdcgsXG8pKbZdhQWEFOLGBV88VG2DImdWxj7HpNqNyzDLhsqcUsLf2vuuJrTRHtn3LNemrGDeTd129Fp2brsggsV3Qw/s320/dress2.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2835JODEI04PJXPj6UOT6_qrwegKP-edf5Mr3DlQ59-MqSWhqTbAA_xx8jMAN98eChMkKQCXtgP4bmXFgjuqGsCVlhUDabNzBX0nA0_J6B9GfemecbY2Dxhk0f-XBGxV2rFObmbC-zBc/s1600-h/set2.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5299761236885320690" style="WIDTH: 256px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2835JODEI04PJXPj6UOT6_qrwegKP-edf5Mr3DlQ59-MqSWhqTbAA_xx8jMAN98eChMkKQCXtgP4bmXFgjuqGsCVlhUDabNzBX0nA0_J6B9GfemecbY2Dxhk0f-XBGxV2rFObmbC-zBc/s320/set2.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh39jVpVlqYO0JcLnksJWLDaxUT2hLuMO-HkYdb7y-Gq8cqDyg7UqZhV8mzeVJa1yiHNfprlTAefpjikePtYFxWJpheo8tK_QWGeXWLyc0jjofxwX-s0lWA9qDSOAKTfnlRsbvuZFWA3DQ/s1600-h/set1.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5299761143321313298" style="WIDTH: 256px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh39jVpVlqYO0JcLnksJWLDaxUT2hLuMO-HkYdb7y-Gq8cqDyg7UqZhV8mzeVJa1yiHNfprlTAefpjikePtYFxWJpheo8tK_QWGeXWLyc0jjofxwX-s0lWA9qDSOAKTfnlRsbvuZFWA3DQ/s320/set1.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></div></div></div></div>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1119334758637680488.post-22056968706890134772009-02-03T19:11:00.000-08:002009-02-03T19:14:36.787-08:00Dresses and Skirts...<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0NW6uheIOlztrFMksKHAffgAt5LcRnMRywQ8dngdBUN5cEaSDrpYvmlyaikpx2yCbjaintdGwYLfykpRGHRXuhwMTaX-4GmVWn-xitYHqk8fCtqiN7hUKYgzUbupkOI4KJl4bXDJBWK4/s1600-h/dress.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298775261846221010" style="WIDTH: 256px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0NW6uheIOlztrFMksKHAffgAt5LcRnMRywQ8dngdBUN5cEaSDrpYvmlyaikpx2yCbjaintdGwYLfykpRGHRXuhwMTaX-4GmVWn-xitYHqk8fCtqiN7hUKYgzUbupkOI4KJl4bXDJBWK4/s320/dress.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><div>LOVE THEM!!! I finished my first dress today AND I made Skyler a skirt. I am so excited. It feels so very good to make something that is pretty and functional!! I couldn't get my picture of the skirt to come out, but the dress picture came out allright. Pictures DEFINATELY do not do them justice. I can't wait to make another one!!</div>Heavenly Chaoshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14613499384866221221noreply@blogger.com0